After the previous post , I've tried to make some drastic measures to change the sitiuation . i have the energy , time and a supportive family , so i decided to make as much improvement as i can regarding my career , so i took some exams and tried to appyly to many scholarships and jobs so as to get ahaed and depend on my own and do my specialization , and that's all to persue a decent life .
As all jobs require experience , which i barely have , i decided to go fo r a free volunteering or internship opportunity . Those were not easy to find , i heard a roamer about a health related govermental office recruiting , so i approach those , and at first they tried to shut me out , because i didn't have a permenant registered govermental job number , which is not accessable to me at the moment , because there is a waiting list going back to many years , but at the end i managed to convince the director to let me join as an intern ! Finally i am enrolled somewhere :)
This is part one of the story , see u in Part (2)